Parents

Daddy Mommy WHY???Why can't you see the love, respect and person that I see?? Why can't you be happy with yourself enough to love each other?? Why can't you be in love with the person I love and respect?? Why GUESS WHAT I'll never know because I will never understand your reasons because you will just point fingers say all the wrong not see the right I don't want to hear it. Just remember all it would take is a lil work and forgiveness to fix this all, but no you both are to stubborn!! Anyways I love you both have fun with your desision. Thanks for taking a piece of me and breaking it, but don't let me stop you. ~Trisha

Best Friend

Mike Taylor,
My love, Best friend and companion for life. I am so in love with you. Thank you ZoAnn for raising such an amazing son. I love him. Mike I want to tell you thanks for everything. You help me with so much no boyfriend should have to put up with what you do with me. I am so grateful for you. Thanks for taking care of me when nurses aren’t or don’t. And when they not there. Thanks for going to CA with me and being my best friend and support through everything. I know we have our rocky battles but I couldn’t be who I am with out you. For the past 9 months I have loved and honored you with all my heart and you have done the same and I thank you. I know I put you through a lot and I am sorry. I hope you never fall out of love with me and want to be with me for the rest of our lives. I hope you never lose respect and love for me. I hope I never put you through too much. But baby I love you and thanks for everything you do for me. Love Always Trisha

Jay

Ok my first blog it going to be depressing sorry but need to vent. I am uploading all my cousin’s pictures from his power point from his funeral. Sorry bad wording but yeah. I am aching doing this. It hurts to see all his life in pictures. WHY CANT I SEE HIM FACE TO FACE AND MAKE MORE MEMORIES. I AM BEGINNING TO HATE THE WORDS TAKE A PICTURE IT LASTS LONGER. WTF I WANT JAY NOT SOME DUMB PICTURES. GRR. OOPS SAID GRR ALLOWED AND SCARED JOSEPH. Anyways I never knew how death hurt so much. At his funeral everyone told me look on bright side he in better place. BULL he needs to be here back with our family. My aunt and family hurts so bad but then there the people in my family put it aside and pretend it never happened BULL SHIT HE GONE U IDIOTS. TAKE A LOOK DID YOU SEE HIM AT EASTER, THANKSGIVING ANY OF THE HOLIDAYS NO SO STOP PRETENDING. HE GONE AND NOW WE NEED TO STICK TO GETHER AND SUPPORT EVERYONE EMOTIONS. I am tired of feeling a gap of hurt and some of my family just says it ok. NO IT NOT. I love Jay and want our fun memories. Now too talk memories. I remember getting drunk for first time with him and our friend. Jay was so proud and laughed so hard. I remember our fun times as a kid him playing video games with me and stay night at my house. We used to have some good times. Can’t wait for more in heaven. Love ya Jay